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  “Lily, please, we need you.”

  “When I knocked on your door you told me ‘I don’t invite trouble.’ Let me tell you the same. I’m really sorry that a bunch of old men are after your statue. And I’m really sorry that you are still running around after ancient prophecies and dead gods, but it’s none of my business. Please don’t bother me again,” I said, shrugging her hand off.

  “But Lily, don’t you understand? The statue is not just a statue. She is more; she is the embodiment of love. Will you forsake her? ”

  “I’ll forsake her only as much as she has forsaken me,” I replied and walked away.

  Chapter 14

  I flagged down a gondolier and returned to Ca’ Mocenigo rattled and confused. When I arrived, I found Vittorio in a worried huff. Moments before Celeste’s messenger had gotten there, Jessup and Angus had gone to the Stargazer to look for me, and Sal had gone back to the Piazza.

  “Lord Byron would never forgive me if something happened to you,” Vittorio said.

  I asked Vittorio to send someone to the Stargazer to retrieve the crew then turned to head upstairs. But Vittorio stopped me.

  “Oh, Signorina, I nearly forgot,” Vittorio said, looking pale and shaken himself, “there is a British gentleman, a former Parliament member, or so he introduced himself, waiting to speak to you. I did try to get rid of him, but he was insistent. Will you see him?”

  “A former member of Parliament?”

  “Yes, um, Richard Payne Knight. He is an older gentleman. I believe he is in the antiquity trade.”

  Good lord, the day was getting better and better. “I need a minute to get out of this dress,” I said.

  “Of course,” Vittorio replied and motioned for a maid to take me upstairs through the servant stairwell.

  As I slipped into my regular clothes, I tried to remember anything I knew about Richard Payne Knight. He was, as Vittorio suggested, an antiquarian. Knight’s exploits into Athens were well known; he had spent the last decade cataloging and collecting the ancient world on behalf of the British Museum. It did not take a genius to figure out what he wanted from me.

  When I entered the drawing room, he was standing at the window looking down toward the canal. In his youth he had no doubt been impressively tall. He was still more than six feet in height but stood slumped, supported by a cane. His gray hair curled around his shoulders. He wore all black save an expensive looking white silk shirt with a ruffled collar.

  “Sir,” I said generously, considering he was likely behind the little jog I had taken across Venice earlier that day.

  “Ah, Miss Stargazer at last,” he said, crossing the room to take my hand.

  Reluctantly, I extended it. His hand was extremely white, wet, and luke-warm to the touch. When he kissed my fingers, a feeling of revulsion rocked my stomach. “Richard Payne Knight,” he introduced.

  “Seems you already know who I am. Would you like to take a seat?” I offered, wiping my hand on my trousers.

  “Yes, thank you. Sorry to surprise you, Miss Stargazer. I had actually heard Lord Byron was in residence and had come by to see him. When I learned that it was, in fact, Lily Stargazer at Ca’ Mocenigo, I thought to make your acquaintance. Old as I am, I love the races. We’re rather proud to have a lioness battling it out in the air on behalf of the crown. Do you know some have nicknamed you the valkyrie?”

  I did not like his face. His long nose was situated over too wet looking lips. Fat hung two-fold under his chin. While he spoke, his pale colored eyes roved around my body like snakes. “Do they? Can I offer you something to drink?”

  “Ah, no, Venetian hospitality has been hard at work in your absence. I am already full on the house wine.”

  Terrific, he was drunk. “What can I do for you, Mr. Knight?”

  “Ah, straight to the point, are you, Miss Stargazer? Perhaps that is why Lord Byron likes you, aside from your obvious qualities and talents. I’m looking for something, actually,” he said with a tap of his cane. I noticed then that the handle on his cane was shaped like a phallus.

  “Aren’t we all?”

  He laughed. “Well, what I am looking for is rather special,” he said and looked piercingly at me, “something that was recently stolen from my associates and me.”

  “I’m sorry to hear it.”

  “Yes, well, it was a rather unique ancient artifact. We suspect it was the work of the ancient astronomer Eudoxus. We are a bit desperate to recover it.”

  My patience had worn out. “Mr. Knight, I beg your pardon, British as I am I do appreciate tact, but I am not patient with intrigue. I already told Father Magill that I don’t have what you’re looking for… and in truth, I don’t have anything.”

  “Yes, yes, Arthur told us. Miss Stargazer, the Dilettanti are very fond of Lord Byron. He defines a level of eloquence we most admire. As well, from time to time, Lord Byron has been generous to us. We seek only to return his generosity and to support icons of our realm such as yourself,” he said very carefully, measuring his words as one might measure salt. “Our main interest lies in recovering what has been lost—on many levels—and that is all.”

  Celeste was right; this was a man on a crusade. I leaned forward and looked closely at him. “I don’t have anything, and I am not interested in being involved in finding anything. I am a simple air jockey.”

  The old man eyed me over and considered my words. “I understand,” he said finally. “Well, thank you for your time. We do wish you luck in Valencia,” he said, rising to leave.

  I followed him to the door, motioning for an attendant to show him out. He was about to leave when he paused and tried once more. “Lily, did you sell it? You’ve, I’m sorry for saying, a reputation as a bit of an opium eater. Perhaps-”

  “Good day, Mr. Knight,” I said, cutting him off. I closed the door on him and listened to the tap, tap, tap of his cane as he was led out of the palazzo. I leaned against the window and watched a gondolier load the old man into one of the sleek vessels. I was about to turn from the window when I heard an odd trumpeting sound. I looked out in time to see a pair of swans fly overhead.

  I rolled my eyes. I was beginning to feel like the Goddess of Love was stalking me. I took a deep breath and headed upstairs.

  Chapter 15

  “What a crock of shite,” Angus exclaimed after I told him and Jessup about my meetings with both Celeste and Richard Payne Knight. While I had given them most of the details, I had left out the Temenos prophecy. I was still reeling from having heard the name spoken aloud. “You did the right thing, lassie. Best not to get mixed up in matters that aren’t your concern.”

  Jessup sat looking at his hands. It was not like him to mull over his thoughts.

  “What?” I asked him.

  He shrugged, spreading his hands, but didn’t answer.

  “Out with it.”

  “Well, this Celeste, she’s right, isn’t she? Doesn’t it seem wrong for a bunch of crusty old buggers to go ripping about the Mediterranean taking everything they want and hauling it back to London?”

  “The rebellious tribe of Boudicca speaks,” I said. “You have a point, but should I be risking my neck over it?”

  Before either of them had the chance to answer, the door to my bedroom burst open, and a wild-looking Sal came in. He said nothing but scooped me into his arms and crushed me against his chest. Taking their cue, Jessup and Angus made silent departures.

  “I can’t breathe,” I told Sal after a moment.

  “Are you all right?” he said, stepping back, smoothing my hair around my face.

  I relayed to him the sequence of events that had unfolded.

  “I went back to Anthony’s workshop. They tore the place apart and bloodied his nose. They were looking for the kaleidoscope. My Lily, I am so sorry. You were right behind me. I stopped for just a moment, and when I turned around, you were gone!”

  “Sal, I’m fine. How about Anthony? Is he all right?”

  “Surprised. Angry. But fi
ne.”

  “I left the kaleidoscope with that woman. We came here to find out what it was and now we know. I’ve got too many of my own worries to get involved in this sort of mess.”

  Sal looked distressed. He held my hand, stroking my fingers. “The statue they seek is a rare treasure. Praxiteles is the most renowned sculptor of the ancient world. Thousands of people sailed to the ancient city of Knidos to view the Aphrodite. I thought the statue was lost in a fire in Constantinople.”

  “Celeste said it was a false lead, that the real statue was hidden by one of its admirers.”

  “The ancient cults, Lily, are very serious. To them, the Gods of the ancient world are as real as they were in the time of Troy. Praxiteles’ statute was created for the cult of Aphrodite Euploia, the goddess of fair voyages. A voyager yourself, you must see there seems to be some connection between you and this goddess. After all, only a stargazer would notice coordinates in a kaleidoscope,” Sal said.

  “Coordinates?”

  “I have been thinking about the kaleidoscope, the numbers, and why the object came to you specifically—your knowledge, your skills. The numbers seem to be a line of latitude. Venus is a morning and evening star. You saw the numbers in the evening star. What would we see if we viewed the numbers at the morning star?”

  “Another set of numbers. The exact coordinates?”

  “Perhaps.”

  “But surely someone else would have noticed after all these years. Knight said the kaleidoscope was ancient, the work of someone names Eudoxus.”

  “Eudoxus was an astronomer. He studied under Plato and was contemporary to Praxiteles. He may have also belonged to the cult of Aphrodite. It is certainly possible he tinkered the kaleidoscope. If the kaleidoscope was only meant to be used in a time of need, then no one may have ever known it was anything other than a colorful looking glass.”

  “Celeste said the Dilettanti stole it from Paphos.”

  “The Dilettanti have two sides. They are lovers of art and culture. On one hand they preserve history that would otherwise sit buried under rubble and grass, but on the other hand, they are dangerous connoisseurs of sexuality. They hold a secret museum of erotic art, so naturally all of London knows about it. They have shaken Pompeii loose of her riches and collected art from every ancient city they have unearthed in search of the divine physical form. No doubt, the Aphrodite of Knidos is a coveted prize, the most dazzling game piece of the ancient world. The courtesan likely did not exaggerate the dire nature of the situation. If the Dilettanti think they have a lead on the Aphrodite, they will not stop until they recover it.”

  “And if they do, then what? It will sit in the British Museum. Is that so bad?”

  “We will all go and marvel at Praxiteles’ creation whereas the cult of Venus, when they see her, will marvel at divine love.”

  I looked at Sal who was staring at me with great intensity. I giggled. “What, are you marveling at divine love?”

  Sal gently took me by both arms and pulled me into a deep kiss. Something felt different. There was a shift, a minor change in pressure, intensity, chemistry, between us. I felt the sweet softness of his lips and breathed in his comforting scent of sandalwood. For just a moment, my heart fluttered open.

  Sal laid me down and whispered in my ear. “When I thought something had happened to you, that I might have lost you…” he kissed me gently, and our eyes locked on one another.

  This was not Sal, the Italian, of Tinkers’ Hall talking to me. This was Salvatore Colonna of Rome, Sal who had old friends, a bad relationship with his brother, and a dead mother who would have liked me. This Sal was not distracted by inventions and devices. A different man, or, perhaps, the real Salvatore was looking down at me. I kissed this man back as Beatrice—or maybe Penelope-might have kissed him. Outside my open bedroom window, the swans sounded again, their calls reverberating deep in my soul.

  Chapter 16

  Even though I was young when I was adopted, it didn’t take me long to figure out that my new situation was far worse than anything I could have ever imagined. Mr. Oleander made no effort to hide his repugnant behavior.

  My first night there, Mr. Oleander came into my and Nicolette’s room after Mr. Fletcher had gone to sleep. I could hear Mr. Fletcher snoring loudly in his room on the other side of the flat.

  The door creaked when Mr. Oleander entered.

  “Sir?” I said. I had been lying on a trundle rolled out from under Nicolette’s bed. Still worried about making a good impression, and desperate not to go back to the charity school, I sat up.

  “Go to sleep, Lily,” he said as he neared Nicolette’s bed. He bore a candle before him; his bent shadow moved along the wall. Nicolette never stirred. I guess, after all those years, she had grown to expect him.

  Puzzled, I stared at Mr. Oleander.

  “Mind your own business, pretty kitty, or I’ll make you my business. Lie down and close your eyes.”

  I was confused, but I did as I was told.

  “Don’t pretend you’re sleeping,” Mr. Oleander whispered to Nicolette.

  “Non. I am only tired,” I head Nicolette whisper.

  “Well, I won’t be long. Come on now. Let’s get acquainted,” he whispered.

  I heard Nicolette sit up, followed by a lot of wet sounds and Mr. Oleander moaning. I didn’t dare to look. After a few moments, I head Mr. Oleander direct Nicolette to lie down. The bed creaked. My trundle shifted when he crawled onto the bed with her.

  Then the bed started shaking. Mr. Oleander was groaning. Curiosity got the better of me. I peeked out from under the blankets to look. Mr. Oleander had pushed Nicolette’s skirts up to her neck and had poised himself between her open legs. He was pumping hard, his face contorted into a weird grimace. Nicolette, her body rocking, stared at the skylight overhead. Her expression was as empty as the full moon.

  Feeling sick, I pulled the blanket back over my head. My trundle rocked as Mr. Oleander relieved his lust on Nicolette. My bed shaking, I began to feel like it was happening to me too.

  “Ahh, by God, there we go,” Mr. Oleander said finally. Moments later he belted up and left, taking his candle with him.

  I crawled out from under my covers and looked at Nicolette. She lay motionless, staring up at the starry sky. Her dress was still pushed up around her neck, her body exposed. Not sure what to do, I gently pulled her skirts back down and covered her. She didn’t resist. In fact, she barely seemed to notice. I took her cold hand and sat beside her.

  “For some reason, I thought he was your father,” I whispered.

  She turned and looked at me. One tear slid from the corner of her eye. “He might be.”

  I was shocked by her answer. “Where is your mother?”

  “Dead. Oleander was one of my mother’s clients. He took me in when she died, brought me here.”

  “From France?”

  “Oui,” Nicolette said in an exhale.

  “How long ago?”

  She sighed. “I don’t remember anymore.”

  I lay my cheek on her hand and said nothing else. I was frightened to my core that I would share Nicolette’s fate. Maybe it would have been better if I had drowned in the Thames. What a choice: be left for dead or be abused until you were dead inside. All I knew was that I did not want that man’s hands on me. I swore that no one would ever touch me without my permission. But I never could have anticipated what was to come.

  Standing on a pedestal above an adoring crowd, I felt eyes roving over my naked body. I tried to cover myself, but my arms, stiff as stone, were frozen in place. Inside, I burned. All eyes devoured me: my lips, my thighs, my bare breasts, my secret female parts. Men and women gazed on me with desire and envy. I could read their lusty thoughts in their eyes. At night, as they made love to their paramours, they would imagine the upturn of my nipples, the roundness of my bottom. And I could not prevent them. Their thoughts raped me. They circled around me, gazing, absorbing my every curve. They would comment on my buttocks, m
y breasts, on which view was more preferable, back or front. The Phoenicians, the Koans, the Knidians, and the Greeks would all come and see what Praxiteles had made. With eyes of stone, I stared out at the blue-green waters of the Aegean and pretended they did not molest me. I thought of what I would say if I could speak, but my stony lips never uttered even a murmur.

  “Be silent. Be still,” Mr. Oleander whispered as he crawled into Nicolette’s bed.

  Moonlight poured in through the skylight, illuminating the room. Nicolette’s face was white, almost translucent. Her glazed over eyes were staring at some far-off point no one could see but her. Her body rocked back and forth. Mr. Oleander’s shadow rolled over her like a storm cloud.

  Nicolette turned her head. She wore the face of the Aphrodite. Her glossy eyes met mine. Her hand slid from the bed. I took it. It was cold as stone.

  “Lily,” she rasped. “Save me!”

  I sat bolt upright. Outside, a gondolier was singing as he poled past the palazzo. I was shaking and drenched in sweat: fucking dreams, as always, the fucking nightmares. I tried to catch my breath. Undisturbed, Sal lay sleeping in the bed beside me. I poured a glass of water and rose. Still naked, the rub of lovemaking fresh on my skin, I leaned against the frame of the balcony window. A wind blew across the Adriatic. It cooled my sticky flesh. Moonlight shone down on me. Its luminescence made the canal waters sparkle with silver light.

  I tried so hard to forget everything, to forget the years with Mr. Fletcher and Mr. Oleander, to forget what had happened to Nicolette and me, but the dreams wouldn’t let it go. Now my dreams were a confused mess, a mix of the mystery of the statue and the pain of the past. And every time I saw Nicolette, even if it was just in a dream, my heart broke again.

  As I gazed out at the canal waters, I thought I saw Nicolette’s porcelain face appear amongst the waves. The image disappeared under the water. And again, I could not save her. But I could save the Aphrodite. Celeste was desperate. Sal was willing. Byron was encouraging. And an ancient prophecy said someone from my family line-my real family line-would protect the Goddess of Love. I didn’t set much stock in such intangible things as prophecies or the familial duty of a family with which I had no connection. But Nicolette had been tangible, someone who had been family. She too had been the victim of hungry eyes. Would I let the sculpture fall to the same fate?